My First Article Publishing Process

Overly excited about this situation is a wrong understanding of my feelings right now. My first blog article – my 10-year-old dream has come true. It took me a while, I know.

My heart is pounding like crazy right now.

I finally have the chance to fall in love with this amazing idea that I have nurtured for 10 years. I am literally shaking while I write.

The child that I was ten years ago – always a curious mind that was never satisfied with what she had – was browsing the internet in search of new things to learn. (I remember that back in those days, I had a professor that used to say that the use of the internet could be a treasure if used correctly).

And my brain perceived this information and transformed it into my entire personality, I think. I was constantly surfing the web, learning everything that sparked even the littlest attraction. I still do that, which is why at 30 I still do not know what I want to do with my life.

I was stumbling upon various subjects, but my favorite topic was binge-learning (just learning) to cook, especially to bake. I think the need to create a blog at that time was born from overloading my brain with information without practicing anything that I had learned. As a way of processing the information, I figured out that writing a blog would be the wise choice.

And it seems that my brain still thinks so because I have still wanted to this day to write a blog. Only the subject has changed, because I am grown up now. I still love to cook and bake, so maybe now I am just an improved version of myself.

Anyway, I digress. What stopped me then? And why can I do it now?

MY BRAIN. My brain only fully developed recently – last year, I think – and I lacked the necessary resources.

Now that I am a fully grown adult with my own money, I spend it in the most responsible way that I like. I have self-taught myself English by binge-learning English content, and now I currently wish to speak English at a native level.

I am good at writing (with a grammar and spelling check function enabled), but I suck at speaking, even in my native language. I cannot figure out how to express the storm of words in my mind.

These were the main resources that I had lacked. Now I have the money, the skills, the AUDACITY – because it is very much needed.

And I can say that I enjoy this little thing a bit too much.